so.

I have hypothyroidism, which is why i feel tired/ache/tremble/etc all the time.

I have to be on a special diet for 5 days because I have to get radioactive iodine treatment for a test and I can't have a lot of iodine in my system. So I can't have dairy, processed meats, iodized salt, grains like white bread and pastas and pastries, as well as a bunch of other things. The purpose of this test is to find out if I should continue with the radioactive iodine to kill my thyroid and then be on synthroid the rest of my life, or if I should take another medication just to supplement it. My endocrinologist believes that I will have to continue with the radioactive iodine because of how bad it is. So this kind of sucks. right now it's because there's all this yummy food sitting around that I want but can't eat... no foodie should ever be put through something like this! and soon enough it will be because I will have to stay away from small children, use plastic silverware, and try not to leak radiation. fun, right?

I should be calling people.

I might have to go to a community college for fall semester because my mother is silly. I have a few more chances but it's looking pretty likely and it's kindof killing me inside because i have SO MANY IDEAS that I need to let out and I don't have the materials/equipment to do so.

I'm really not looking forward to the possibility of going to suffolk. Going from a private school to... suffolk.... just... NO. it doesn't work that way.